have you ever feel like you were a jinx? ever...

have you ever feel like you were a jinx?
everything seems fine, and good and happy when you looking from the outside. but as soon as you in, it crumbles.
or is it just about another pov, when everyone tried their best to look good to outsiders. fresh outside, breaking inside?


but not gonna lie
everytime it happens, i feel guilty.
like everything turn out wrong when i am in the vicinity. what is wrong with me?