Cazia

sometimes i feel lucky being me. being the emotionaly constipated, me. i won't be sad when people hate me because i hate myself too. i won't be mad when people insulted me, because i am agree with them too. i won't be cry when people leave me. because i will too if i could that is.

but it makes my life feels easy. i don't need people validation to be happy. i don't feel pressure with their expectation. i am me. take it or leave it.

good night.

have you ever feel like you were a jinx?
everything seems fine, and good and happy when you looking from the outside. but as soon as you in, it crumbles.
or is it just about another pov, when everyone tried their best to look good to outsiders. fresh outside, breaking inside?


but not gonna lie
everytime it happens, i feel guilty.
like everything turn out wrong when i am in the vicinity. what is wrong with me?

it's okay to be afraid.
bravery does not mean did not have any fear at all. bravery means keep going even when we are afraid.
it's okay to be weak.
even the sun sometimes hides behind the clouds.
everything will be okay in the end.
if its not okay, it's not the end.
we just need to keep going


i said this to my sis, my self and maybe someone out there that need to hear this.
we are not alone.

some picture could give you solace. some sound could heals you, some word could give you comfort. but that things could hurt and torture you too.
pick the side. choose wisely
yourself matter

good morning khrub

i hate monday. hate maybe a strong word, but i said what i said.
monday feels hard because sunday was peacefull. a day full of myself, no calls, no message, no human.
my energy already hit the bottom since the time i open my eyes. monday is hard. thats why i hate it
but who does not??

happy monday you all
hope this day turns out better

i installed a pen pal app so i could have a PEN PAL.
but people keeps running away after asked for my whats app number.
can't we be friend first?

morning people. how are you today?
may today be the best day ever for everyone who doesn't have anyone on their side. may the world give you a reason to be happy and to smile.
be nice to yourself, even if others not.

anyone follow caleism overhere??