Someone said praying isn't really talkin...

Someone said praying isn't really talking to God.
It's acknowledging the despair. To throw yourself on the ground because that's all you can do.Not unlike lying with your heart broken, thinking, Please call me, Please forgive me, Please call me back. And I had fucked up...I don't know who I said it to, but I said it out loud. Help me, I can't do this anymore, I can't do it anymore..