Allie95

Today was cold and uneventful. It snowed here about an inch or so. I tried to keep my mind busy as much as I could and tried to not think about her...it's hard not thinking about a loved one who just passed away. I'm trying to not hurt those around me bcuz I'm thinking too much about her but what can I do. I don't want to be a bother nor do I want to forget about her. Any advice? I feel like my grief is swallowing me but I can't fight back.

I'm having a hard time since you've been gone. When will you come see me in my dreams? Why did you have to go so far away? How do you expect me to go on living in this world without you here? Why must you be the one leaving when you've done so much?